He is gone.
We are all still in shock.
We brought the other 8 chicks back inside and they too are crying. Looking for their buddy.
Zacky was N's favorite. They had bonded and loved each other.
We are all so sad.
I wish I could take the last couple hours of this day back...and change them.
It was a very hot day today.
The house was so hot, so we went outside in the shade and put them in the chick run.
It doesn't have a top.
We were outside with them and kept a close eye.
Then we all went inside.
No one was watching.
I knew I should have put some wire over the top.
I even said something to J about it..."should we bring them in...you know that whole dawn and dusk thing? Do you think they will be ok?" He thought they would be ok.
but we got busy doing other stuff. and thought 4:30 was still very light out and still early.
and I thought they would prefer the outdoors for a little longer...
I feel horrible.
Zack is gone.
I explained to him that there will be only one Zack and we can't get more chicks right now.
He says he is ok.
He says he is glad he has pictures to remember what Zack looks like.
J says we must learn from this experience.
We must take better care of our chicks.
We will add a roof to the run...
Even then...I am worried.
How are we going to do this???
I feel like I want to quit.
I want someone else to take them and keep them safe.
I didn't know I was already so attached to them....
Espeically to Zacky...who I had just been holding an hour before...
The chicks have finally quieted down from their peeping...
They must now understand that he is not coming back.
Zack is gone.